Bailey Hill-My Mission.

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone on the outside watching the world unfold. I seem to believe it's my job to see things fall apart, find a solution to the problem, and go put them back together again or that I'm the one who needs to help someone in pain or need.  If I hear about someone that's upset, my heart skips a beat and I feel as if I'm on another mission. I feel sympathy for anyone and everyone no matter what our relationship is. Because of this, I feel like there is a constant nagging on me. But that's not the problem. The problem is that because of the responsibility I take on mentally, I am constantly put down. Society isn't..happy. And it's not always my fault. Placing that much blame on myself is probably absurd to you, but I think of myself as failing when I can't lift up someone's spirit. I get tired of seeing people unchanged and so I move on and just keep them in my prayers, but now I've gotten to the point where although my life is full of people, I somehow feel abandoned. Well, with God because he's the only one who doesn't fail to love me and is always proud of me. But I'm still in need of someone. Someone who I can tell all my secrets to, someone I can love and someone that can join me...on my mission.

Barriers.

So its been a good amount of time. Sorry for the absence here is some food for thought.


Have you ever sat down and thought that ever since we were little people have shaped us... Shaped us into what we are now and the littlest gesture of negativity when we were younger would wreck us. Now we turn that some times constructive criticism into something worse than need be, blocking it from our minds because we have barriers that haven't been broken.


The barriers that keep us from being open minded and keep us from doing our duty not only Christ followers but friends and in our relationships as well. People have different perspectives at all time. And for as long as there are people on Earth there will be a point in which we were shaped that we will differ from some of the most important people in our life's. 


That being said. We have a chance to listen or not listen to be open minded to change or not to. God gave us that right. We can break out of the 3-d square (aka a box). Its simple just think things through. Accept fact, look at things from a different angle there are usually more than one way to solve a problem. And when you seek for advice... Don't get mad your the one that asked.

Plants Submerged Stewart, Trey

As Christ followers we are like plants. Plants with stunted growth due to the masses that believe in fueling their fleshly cravings and urges or people who flat out don't believe in Christ. We are those plants that you so seldom see poking out of the paved streets and sidewalks which are the foundation of every where we travel in life. As these plants all we strive for is the light of day. When we finally end up in the sun which God our eternal father created we are cut back with the weed wacker sprayed with a chemical or we are caught by a creeping vine that latches on and steals our thoughts and drains our perspectives. The vine the weed wacker and the pesticide are all things subjected to the devils grasp, easily manipulated to the things of this world all working to destroy us as Christ followers. Take a second and think logically how many of these plants sticking out of the cement are alone... And if alone are they alive? Yeah not many last in the sun when they are alone. Alone we are more easily destroyed by the weed wacker, the chemicals and vines.
CHRIST FOLLOWERS ARE A DYING RACE. We are becoming so accessible by the worldly desires that we aren't spreading the gospel we are hoping it will catch on. We are weakened with out the Lord in our lives. We as Christ Followers are not meant to sit back and watch the Earth fall to pieces. So when we finally get to bask in the sun help the others to push through the "concrete" which is SIN, DESIRE, TEMPTATION AND MOST OF ALL FACING ADVERSITY. 


JESUS SAYS I AM THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. Believe it! 

Relationships...

Time to get real people. I am noticing more and more people getting boyfriends/girlfriends. Not saying this is a bad thing this could be a potential make or break with people an eye opener.But the thing about relationships are we can either live for them, or we can try and have a life as well.  We need balance in our lives people really when you have to cater your equal 24/7 then there is something seriously wrong. Majority of us "fall in love". But are we falling for the right reasons? In a relationship we tend to go out of our comfort zone. Wether its trying a new church or making some desicions that down the road will not look to bright. Im not typing this up to lecture. Im saying this to try to keep us from falling in a hole. We need to realise the order in which we should give attention to things God being the first and formost thing on that list the other things are up to you we should try to grow stronger in the lord through our relationships with other people. We can grow in our Faith and in our relationships at the same time it is possible. Its all hard work.

Ask yourself these four simple questions:

1.) Are you doing the right thing by God in your relationships?
2.)Am i treating my equal with respect?
3.)Am i happy with where i am?
4.)Am i representing the God or my Flesh?

Bailey Hill- Age

Age is really nothing but a number..

Some say the older you get the more mature you become,

but this isn't always true. Some teenagers have more common

sense, and are more mature than many adults. There are many

rules that are based on being old enough to do things on your 

own, such as being able to drink legally or drive legally. But us,

as teenagers, seem to be able to break those as well. Some adults 

say they are wiser or smarter because they are older, but many younger

people know and understand just as much. As years go by, 

you see more and more teenagers in the newspaper or on the

news for sports or making some sort of big impact. 

So, my message to you is that we can start succeeding now. 

Don't ever let someone tell you that you are 'too' young.

Stand up for your beliefs, take on a challenge, and never

give up because of someone older's criticism. You can be
anyone you want to be!

1 Timothy 4:12

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young,

but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in

love, in faith, and in purity. 

Giving in...

Philipians:1:29

"For to you it has been granted on behalf of Christ, not only to believe in him but to also suffer for his sake."

         Its one thing to believe it is another to act upon it and live by faith in God. When we do we will suffer from wounds/blows from our fleshly needs. But to endure them we have to give into Gods almight grace.

Eventually there will be a time in our lifes were we look back and saty how did i comply to all those useless, pointless longings.You will think about the time you changed how you looked/acted to get the girl/guy or the time you did something redicilous to fit in or get noticed. That is part of what our body wants us as christians to do. More or less we are going to end with the same concluding thoughts or explantions.

This will mean nothing in the eyes of our creator our father, God almighty himself.  In order to somewhat avoid this train of thought we need to live life for Jesus Christ! We all mess up at times which goes back to the fact that we need to give into the fact that God is all forgiving and fall into his Almighty Glory!

Bailey Hill- Drifting from God Q&A

Recently I've been asked to give advice on the same topic multiple times.
This is directly from someone, but I'd feel the same towards anyone that
is having this problem. I feel like there may be people out there who don't
 know me, but have the same issue. So if you're having even the slightest doubts in God.
Read this.

Question..

-Soo, I've been kinda slipping away from God... 
And like, I really want to be close with him,
 but I have so many doubts and stuff/: Like.. I dunnno..

Answer..

-The farther away you get from God the easier it is to doubt him. You might have noticed this. The reason you're having these doubts is because you're too far from him to see the great things he's done for you. This is my idea... because this situation has happened to me as well, about a year ago.. Get a Bible, if you have one, great and if not I'll buy one for you♥ But everyy*night before bed, not matter how tired you are, read mm.. let's say a paragraph. Quantity doesn't matter, just as much as you can comprehend that nighttt. It seems like nothing once you start doing it, but it can surely help you realize how much has already been done for you. And help you notice the little things that normally wouldn't go through your mind. I don't dedicate as much time as I should to him, none of us do. I don't go to church every Sunday, better yet I honestly never go.. I hate that, but yet I find other ways to get him in my life, whether it's the music, or just talking to him at night. Also, as you keep drifting away, which is easy as a teenager, it's easier for the devil to mess with your head and thoughts. You might think things are better than before, but truly you're making all the wrong decisions.. I'm not saying that's you, and i don't think it is, but you will often hear something or get a feeling you should back away from doing something or being someone your not. That's God having your back.. For now, just try your best to stay strong, keep your head up and a smile on your face. At night, talk to him. Tell him you're having doubts, but that you need him in your life. Ask for help and explain your worries! You can do it, babeee! I'm here EVERY step of the way. I promise ♥